I always knew this day would come. The day where I have to fight every instinct and bone in my body in order to leave my hysterical little boy at play school. Baby Boy O cried blue murder. It wasn't an “I'm upset where did you go” cry. It was a “you've abandoned me, I'm all alone and so very scared in this strange place” shriek. They type you yourself would bellow out if you woke and found yourself strapped to a bed in a mental asylum. <\/p>\n

I left the room, then hid around the corner, heart breaking as his cries grew wilder and out of control. I waited, then left, then came back again to ask Director K to check on him for me. She checked, he cried. I womaned-up and left the building. Then called back an hour later, then an hour after that. Yes, I'm now that pain in the butt over-concerned over-protective parent.<\/p>\n

The good news is that Baby Boy O eventually calmed down…four hours later, which apparently isn't unusual, but feels rather cruel. We picked him up and he was unnaturally quiet for the first 45 minutes. Not sure if it was the post traumatic effect or him giving us the silent treatment, perhaps a mix of both? Gathering strength now for round #2 tomorrow. Have mercy. <\/p>\n

$\"Journaling\"$ <\/a>

Journaling like mummy<\/p><\/div>\n

<\/p>\n

$\"Snack$ <\/a>

Preparing for a hungry boy at school<\/p><\/div>\n

<\/p>\n

$\"Director$ <\/a>

Director K checking in on him, whilst mummy hides around the corner<\/p><\/div>\n

<\/p>\n

$\"Spying$ <\/a>

Spy cam shot from the window yonder<\/p><\/div>\n

<\/p>\n

$\"Corner$ <\/a>

Staying close at the corner cafe<\/p><\/div>\n

<\/p>\n

$\"Ball\"$ <\/a>

He says ball<\/p><\/div>\n

<\/div>\n

$\"Play$ <\/a>

Playing in between a few sobs<\/p><\/div>\n

<\/p>\n

$\"At$ <\/a>

So much happier to be with dad and to see mummy<\/p><\/div>\n

<\/div>\n

$\"Brushing$ <\/a>

Bed time after a very long day<\/p><\/div>\n

<\/p>\n

$\"Caribbean$ <\/a>

Best part of the day thanks to Nanny C!<\/p><\/div>\n

<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

I always knew this day would come. The day where I have to fight every instinct and bone in my body in order to leave my hysterical little boy at play school. Baby Boy O cried blue murder. It wasn't an “I'm upset where did you go” cry. It was a “you've abandoned me, I'm […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":9,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"spay_email":""},"categories":[5],"tags":[15],"aioseo_notices":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.noplaceliketravel.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4055"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.noplaceliketravel.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.noplaceliketravel.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.noplaceliketravel.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/9"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.noplaceliketravel.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=4055"}],"version-history":[{"count":7,"href":"http:\/\/www.noplaceliketravel.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4055\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":4088,"href":"http:\/\/www.noplaceliketravel.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4055\/revisions\/4088"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.noplaceliketravel.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=4055"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.noplaceliketravel.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=4055"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.noplaceliketravel.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=4055"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}